-shrugs-

I don't even know what to write here, but I feel like something should fill this space.

-shrugs-

what am i doing....what have i done. i'm so sorry...i deserve to hurt so much more than this. why

hate me if you can. it's better than hurting over me. hate me with all you got and just leave me behind. i've never been what you needed and i lead you on with this fantasy of mine. no forgiveness, no sorrow, just hate. hate me.